My online name is Sapphire. I'm a programmer, scout, student and friend. 🐺I enjoy meditation, camping, programming, dreaming up new ideas/projects and experiencing this wonderful thing called life. 🐺I'm a currently recovering fapstronaut and 152 days. 🐺Finally, if you know who I am in really life, don't mention this blog. I do my best work when I don't know who's reading.



Hey! Today wasn’t the best of days. I’m having trouble understanding the difference between the fundamental theorem of calculus 1 and 2, along with having a bad surprise for my rewrite for my arts 1110 paper.

I solved the first problem by standing in an hour long line at the digital print and design center to order a tutoring book that explains the same concepts in different way. I really wish that I had discovered this math Problem yesterday so I could have stood in line for only 10 minutes. What made the line so long was that an engineering 4th year assignment was due and a lot of engineering students were printing out their mufti hundred page assignments.

I had a weird and tiring night of sleep. I had either my third or forth pornographic dream since I’ve begun rebooting. However, this is normal and over time should fade.

I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned it yet, but I’ve been having really weird emotional reactions, for example standing in the line at the digital design and print center, I had a mixture of extreme aggression coupled with the urge to flee. Obviously, I didn’t act on either but why did I have such a weird emotional feeling?

Anyway, tomorrow is my second last day of classes and it’s going to be full of a lot of Math and Stat’s which is the two subjects that I need to work the hardest in!

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